old poem never before seen: To the One

I thought we were actually moving forward for once,
Since for months now, we've been standing still,
You've left me again already, before we could even get together,
Back to your own vomit, like a dog on the empty streets,
I held my hand out to you, opened wide my arms again,
So that you could spit in my face, and lie about your happiness,
There is no such thing as happy, in the place that you put yourself,
You beat the shit out of yourself emotionally, and you let him help,
All I know is that you are so much better than that,
But yet you still choose to settle for what's convenient,
I don't have forever to wait on you to grow up and realize,
But don't cry when you see my dust trail vanish into the horizon,
You've made this choice for both of us, besides, He makes you Happy,
I have full custody of my battered heart again, no visitation for you,
You had your chances, shot them all down, and now you will see,
That I am serious, and I don't have time for petty arguments,
I have a life, a family, and I don't need more stress from you,
I still love you, but your love has changed, you are different,
I want the old Tabi back, but I don't forsee that happening.