i wish i could hate you.

i love you so hard right now i wish i could end this,
wish i was strong enough to see what's really going on,
but all i see is you, a perfect angel,
i've fallen, i'm fallin' fallin apart for you,
im driven, being driven over the edge,
but this time, i don't even mind,
i'm just going to fly....
into the abyss.
i wish i could hate you as much as ,
you don't love me,
wish i could dislike you ,
when you walk over me,
but i lay here as your welcome mat,
jump up and down, i won't mind that,
throw me around like your little rag doll.
i can't promise i'll get up from this fall...