STICK IT TO TRIGGLE.....

I really needed to talk to you today. but like always, i hold things back that i will never talk about with you again. not because i don't care, because I miss every single second i spent with you, even when you had me in tears. i don't know why i still have dreams, i can't seem to let them die tho. God I miss you, there is nothing that can fucking fill this hole. I'm sorry to rant like this, friends, family, whoever reads this that actually cares .....

Tabatha: When You're Gone. (It Sucks)




But i am staying up late for the wrong reasons, missing you in the improper context. I still cant get you out of my head. I have tried to maybe once, but you are worth too much to me to just get rid of like u were nothing. and for some reason, tho i am coping with what i can get, i LOATHE just being your friend, i need to be the one you come home to again, the one who is waiting to wrap his arms around you and never let you go. to make you smile like the old days. the girl i want to wear my hoodies. GOD! u know how much you mean to me, still do, always have. i hate that i love you as I do sometimes, but what can i say. im never going to forget you. and....god...I'm sorry Tabi ....
I
Love
You
With All My Heart...
Forever
&
Always....
~fuckin trigglefuck~