morning ramblings

something I'm good at.



So yea, to reitterate what Tabi said in her blog, we at work have our own little clique , The Three Musketeers. it's funny, like no matter where we are in the store we always seem to run into one another totally by accident sometimes. but me and Peaches were working on an asile together and my manager came up and told her to work on another asile. then another day i was in the meat room with Tabi asking her a question, and David walked up and told me to go somewhere. they are seriously trying to split us up. but then yesterday, none of us were working together , and i had to go back to the baler, so im walkin back and as soon as i turn the corner, there's Peaches. so me and her laugh about us always bein in the same spot, and we stop laughin for a sec cuz we heard a rattly cart heading towards us and we both poked our heads around the corner, it was Tabi comin, with a cartload of boxes.lol they may try to split us up but this clique is indestructable.


Ok more news from the mind of a lunatic. Monday I will be signing my lease for my brand new apartmet, ( for those of you that i told about the trailer, my credit sucks.) some people may say that i put shit on here thats too personal. well i dont give a fuck. if my ass started itching right now, i would blog about how i scratched it so hard that i fell out of the chair and tripped my grandma. speaking of which, it's my off day and they are making me go with them to the river which is like an hour away and i was planning on going with my grandma to shop for stuff for the apartment and sleep today. fuck this sucks

wow, was i really this bad? ( old post reposted)

I feel so alone. I want to be loved by someone beautiful. I sit in the middle of a crowd, and still

I feel like I'm the only one there, watching everyone else walk by, hand in hand, making out

laughing with each other without a care in the world. I sit in my room and write, crying

occasionally thinking to myself, why can't I be like them, happy and carefree, with a girl in my

arms. I need someone to talk to, to tell all my secrets and jokes to. Someone that I can pour

affection and love on. Someone that could come to me with any problems and cry on my

shoulder, someone I could take out to the movies. If I ever talk to a girl they always say that

they like me, but, and there's always the "but", they have to find some excuse to push me away

from them into a "he's just a friend, never anything more" category. Have you ever felt like you

don't belong? No, of course not. Even if you have, it was never for long or as painful as what I go

through every hour of every day. If I died today, you would not come to my funeral.

Something more important would come up or you would have some excuse. Even if you did

come you would forget that I existed before the next week. I think that the only people that

care are certain family members and my real, true friends

I lay in my bed and think of YOU again, the one, the exception to the rule, to my life. You are always in my dreams, filling my head with a fantasy, a dream that can never happen. What can I do, sitting here wasting my time away? Are you just fucking with my head? How could someone like you, want someone like me?

haha as u can tell, i need points on socialvibe

look how many fucking adds i have on this bytch. thats insane, even for me.
God I'm bored , i don't go to work until fuckin 4 this afternoon. then i get off at 8.
4 lame ass hours. but hey money is money.
I should have changed my contacts last night. FUCK
i have a piss test today, and i dunno if ima pass it or what. lol im not going into that one.
OMG tomorrow is saturdayy =]
im so fuckin excited man, u have no idea. oh and i talked to this dude named Justin at walmart and i might be able to move in with him and his baby momma XD lol .
hopefully i wil be able to . he's chill as fuck, an i need somewhere to go besides here.
i miss cayley, she's in college right now but hopefully she'll read this later and call me like.....i dunno around 2?
Peace Love And Foodstamps y'all
~ATriggleStick~

why must i keep typing???

because i don't go to work til One . and it's 8:30. my grandma is strange.
she's saying that i shouldn't date Cayley because i spend too much money. and it's my money. she's saying that i need to find a house first, which isnt my MAIN prioroty . i want a car first, cuz u cant drive ur house, but you can sleep in your car.
fuck this place. i need out ASAP.
anyone with a car for sale hit me up as soon
as u can. just leave a comment on here.
I just want to see her again.
g-maw said : why can't you just be content with talking to her? why do u have to see her?
i thought to myself : why wouldn't i wanna see her? A) she's my gf, B) i love her yo. C) shut tha fuck up grammaw.
i like cheesecake.

American Badass. Kid rock isn't one.

But i really like this song haha.
It makes me wish i had longer hair so i could headbang harder, and then i'd need a motorcycle...and a midget dude like kid rock had.
that's too much work fer real. -changes music-
Atreyu- The Crimson :D
now this song gives me chills, it's perfect in every way, so i don't have to act like them to make it better.
i dunno man, i have to work 1-10pm tonight and i really dislike that place.
I saw Tabi at work, ( shocked gasp from stalkers) no no really, calm down people,
She is nice and sweet to me, and we are cool with being just friends.
lol in fact, she said " I saw you're girlfriend, i think she's really cute" and that made me happy.
then she said " ohhh THATS where you got those hickeys! " lol i just blushed .
The One That Got Away lmfao, thinks my gf is cute. ily Cayley :D
but yea we went and ate lunch at mcdonalds and it's sooo cool that she can still be in my life without me or her worrying about getting back together. I'm done chasing her down, and she's done running i guess. we both see that our efforts are fruitless. (plus Cayley frickin rawks my socks :P )
zomg i cant wait til saturday!
Cayley is coming back up here to see me , and i get to drive her car! -dances- i LOVE driving other people's cars lol. I drove brandon's the other day and it was fun, he has SUCH nice brakes , its insane. Don is in a bitchy fuckin mood this morning. but screw him , he can go to hell. i'm posting an upbeat, happy blog today.
i think i wanna dye my hair, then chop some of it off. what color should i use?
oh and ty tabi for that candy :D yesterday. i slept SO good last night, i came home at like 7:00 and passed out til like 7 this morning, it was crazy.
ok i has no more things to type. I'm losted.
OMG at mcdonalds this stupid bubbly cheerleader type chick came in and was staring at like a management chart, with people's pictures on it and i overheard her say " see theres Obama, Palin...and McCain!" "harharharhar hu hu hu" (she had a ridiculously annoying laugh" then her and her 2 friends went to the bathroom. and me and Tabi started ROLLING . then 2 of the girls came out of the bathroom and the last one came out an she was smiling, and she ran SLAP into the door, and tried to pull it off like she didnt even hit anything . HAHAHA we laughed so hard at that stupid chick. it made my day.


~TriggleStick~

lol look over there >>>> I'm following myself

Zomg!

this weekend was tha BOMB!
( like tick...tick.)
ok so we got there , cheapass mexican hotel. cracks in the walls, penis stains on the ceiling (i'll explain later)
I'm going to add fucking pictures on here haha.
Random phrases heard throughout this weekend:
"what? a black woman can't be born on H? ohhh, just cuz i'm BLACK, i cant makeout with a sandwich? "
"omg WHYYYY Dr THUNDERrr? Why not Twist Up ? "
BOB SAGET!
ohhhh my god, then we went to this "peanut festival" thing, which was amazingg !! there were so many cool rides, ok not that many, but they were all pretty decent rides. ( i wanna go on the airplanes :( )
there was this one ride that me and Brando rode first, i forget the name, but we had gotten 4 al day bands that let us have unliminited rides throughout the thingy.
s we get back to the fist ride we rode, to ride it again before we had to leave that night, and the dude sees our bands, and says that we cant use those anymore. omg i was pissed. ew i burped and it tasted like eggs.
i have a gf now :P
she makes me smile, lol and im not saying much more than that, because i know how anticipating this must be.
(look out for my next blog ;) )
~TriggleStick~

i feel sick

so yea today is friday, the big day, im goin on a road trip with Brando and he's bringing Brandon and this whole thing is gonna be superamazing.
and yes.
that is a word.
look it up, while your at it, look up "herpes" and look at your mom's picture.
ok im done ranting and bitching, i feel real sick this morning and i dunno why .
I'm trying to think what all i ate yesterday. I didnt get to eat that taco bell that tabi bought me (thanks though)
i ate alot of that shrimp , well the rest of it , last night.
but i had the liqui-shits this morning and my stomach is killin me. and i changed my schedule. dude
this sucks. and now i get to go to work for 7 hours. then after work i get to ride in the backseat of a car while 2 gay boys makeout in the frontseat.
dude I'm soo sleepin on the way there.
-yawn- ima go back to bed til 6:30. gnight bitches.
oh another lil sidenote
not naming names .
but if u call the House, which no one really does anymore since i have a cellphone, but i hate the housephone, i've told ALL my friends this. and i don't like talking on it. if im in service, and you call me, i will answer. if not then ur pretty much fucked until i call YOU. im in a great/pissed mood today. listen up kids, DON'T CALL THE HOUSE AFTER 9, (that would be 10 your time)
yea im goin to take my nap now.
~Bitchez

i dunno

if i like this new colorscheme but yea ima test it out like this and if i like it then i'll keep it. if not it's gettin thrown out.
comment me to let me know, yay or nay
~me~

so yea......(awkward silence)

idk I'm happy today.
I'm getting $1400 !
Yay me lol.
but this weekend is going to suck. she may be able to come up and see me, but only for like a few hours then turn right back around.
it's not really worth it, i mean hell yea i'd love to see her, but is it worth all that gas and $$ to come all the way here and then go home? i don't think so.
maybe next week i'll have a car, plus by next weekend i'll have gotten paid again.
God i love having a job :D!
even though walmart sucks hairy sweaty monkey balls.
( lol i forgot that my stalkers read this )
ima get hella comments.
no, i never do.
o well, im outie, i may post later today, fuck it if i dont.
~TriggleStick~

Forever and Always..

here i sit again, actually smiling for once. I have to go to work soon, but i know im going to get to talk to her today, so i'm fine.
i love my haters. because you are reading this, and wondering....and now u will go to my myspace or my yahoo and try and find out exactly who i am talking about. i don't care.
If u don't know already, then you weren't meant to know
If you are just stalking my blog .
thats cool.
don't hate, appreciate.
lol
I am so bored right now though, it isn't even funny, i have to go do some bullshit for my grammaw before work so yea.
i'll be back tonight.
love you guys, fuck you haters XD lol that sounds so black. and yea u know who u are :">
~TriggleStick~