Taking Back Sunday - Cut(e) Without the E From the Team

Progress. I keep getting closer, spending more time getting to know who you are. I can't see negative things, I see positive growth inwardly and emotionally.

What do i do with my life now?
How do I keep this treasure I've found safe and protected?
The map has always been my heart i think. Like in that one movie where it only pointed to what you truly desired.
but now I'm at a dead end and I'm broken down with my thumb out. How do I expect to pull rabbits out of hats? Not to say that monetary thoughts are primary , not at all. But there is a desire to have the mutual feeling of income, balance, respect, togetherness.
I want to grow old with you