i feel diffrent.

am i floating alone in this world? I see three distinct figures on the shore, all offering their hands to me, but i shake my head and float on, drifting into the sea of uncertainty . i miss the feel of being happy, i was happy a few times, but is it worth being happy for maybe a few days out of a month or two, cuz thats all it really lasted. i wanted it to go on but it just didnt work. and old faces reappear unexpectedly. of course i miss you, but why now? god this life is too hard to live sometimes. why so serious? let's put a smile on your face...