this is how it really is.

" You wanna believe the most dumbest of lies even though deep down you know its all a scheme because you love them so much.you just don't wanna lose them.so you go along with the lie as long as you don't see it first hand.but really you're only just making it harder on yourself because you get deeper and deeper and when you do see the truth up front and you cant deny the lies anymore.its gonna hurt even worse
Because then you're soo in deep you'll be confronted and not care and continually be willingly played for a fool or.you'll deal with a break up...that'll shatter you as well.and deal with the fact of "Damn I fuckin knew,,,,Why didn't I just find the strength to fuckin leave?" "